That can be a worthwhile pursuit, yes. But if you are truly hurting and and push past it without consideration for yourself, I can't imagine anyone would be happy about it.
[ He lets his hand fall to the arm, fingers resting on his wrist. Phainon has been doing this more of late, and Mydeimos wonders at it but (ironically) never tells him to stop. ]
[ They're in this Not Talking About It hot tub together.
Mydeimos looks at Phainon for a moment, the only sign he's picking his words carefully. ]
You realize that trust needs to go both ways? Your partner needs to trust you'll use it. If you have a history of pushing yourself far past your limits, they might doubt that you would.
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failed at the first hurdle
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Congratulations, you failed.
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[ He was tricked! ]
Mydeimos! That was unfair!
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Turns out you're just too much of a good boy, I suppose.
[ And then, nonsensically: ]
Pickled fish eggs.
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You asked me to come! You are too cruel.
[ And, yet, he walks over, to peer. ]
Is that what you want for dinner?
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Live octopus.
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[ Are you okay, Mydei. ]
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Salted crickets.
[ He does it again, squinting at something, then adds: ]
Fermented shark meat.
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[ Stepping over, he leans into him, peering over his shoulder with a frown. ]
I'm not sure we'd be able to make most of these taste good.
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[ Adds it to the list. ]
Would you still eat it?
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I don't think I could stomach it.
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Is that a no?
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I don't want to eat them.
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Live octopus is surprisingly good, though, for the record.
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[ Without him...?
Anyway. ]
You've proven your point.
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I simply don't want to see you suffering for the sake of your partner. It's not good for you, and it'd make me - It'd make them upset.
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[ An arm wraps around Mydei's waist, absently. ]
But if I enjoy their enjoyment, is it not for my sake, also?
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[ He lets his hand fall to the arm, fingers resting on his wrist. Phainon has been doing this more of late, and Mydeimos wonders at it but (ironically) never tells him to stop. ]
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[ Phainon is not going to bring it up either, cautiously avoiding any kind of real discussion. ]
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Mydeimos looks at Phainon for a moment, the only sign he's picking his words carefully. ]
You realize that trust needs to go both ways? Your partner needs to trust you'll use it. If you have a history of pushing yourself far past your limits, they might doubt that you would.
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[ Discomfort is not the same as hate; Phainon knows hate all too well. ]
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